By: Dave Hi good Day. Just call me Dave & I’m 21 years old now & am 5’6 in height. I’m just new in this mundane world of craziness s...
By: Dave
Hi good Day. Just call me Dave & I’m 21 years old now & am 5’6 in height. I’m just new in this mundane world of craziness so bear with me guys. Many were calling me cute & pogi when I was in elementary & high school. The same token now that I’m already working. Some were like being dismayed when they learned that I am a Bisexual. I dunno why. I’m also in the stage of in-denial sometimes. But for God sake, I love myself & before anyone else, I must accept who I am and live my life to the fullest. Well, before I thought it’s just a simple scenario. But as I went to face life, then I realized it isn’t like what you think is normal. Because even how educated you are, regardless of the medals you’ve earned in life; still if you’re a bisexual, you must choose: either you follow your heart regardless of or follow what your mind dictates no matter what. Either or, it doesn’t matter what your decision will be, for me what matters most is that you’ve tried to correct yourself and at the end of the day, your just human & beset by all these temptations in life!
By-the way, just to give you a background of my academics, I’ve been a valedictorian in elementary & high school and a Magna Cum laude in one of the most prestigious schools here in Philippines. So basically I know what ethics is all about and how to manage it. Just saying. Am working now as an executive in an international company and am still pursuing my graduate studies. Am taking my Master’s Degree in short. At an age of 21 I was able to self-sustain and even sustain others when I’m in the mood. Just Kidding.
By-the way, just to give you a background of my academics, I’ve been a valedictorian in elementary & high school and a Magna Cum laude in one of the most prestigious schools here in Philippines. So basically I know what ethics is all about and how to manage it. Just saying. Am working now as an executive in an international company and am still pursuing my graduate studies. Am taking my Master’s Degree in short. At an age of 21 I was able to self-sustain and even sustain others when I’m in the mood. Just Kidding.
Well, that’s just how my life revolves around here. I’m not a flirt nor a sex addict .But now am learning the ways on how to become one.yes! So long as I want to, I think I need more experience to achieve that goal. Give me sometime though. Haha..
Ok. I decided to write my story here to share my “first time experience”. 1st time kiss. BJ. Sex and many more! I’VE BEEN TOO ADVENTUROUS after finishing college. I’ve proven enough so I think it’s just the right time for me to get out of that comfort room, comfort zone rather. I’ve been in debates, quizzes, Top students & even competing abroad in debate and extemporaneous speaking and won! OK. Let me share with you my first experience with him. He’s my classmate in College; He’s also one of my competitors when it comes to academe. So I presume he’s not that ease with me, scoring higher than him most of the time; Interrogating his report & giving him a hard time proving his worth during report proper. That’s how rude I am…. maybe my way of expressing how interested I am of knowing him at best.
I can still remember when I arrived too late in school because it’s traffic. My class before is in a night shift. I arrived around 8:30pm. I was hurrying because our professor is a terror one. And unfortunately we have an exam that day. So with all my efforts, still I wasn’t able to take the exam and marked absent.so I felt PITY for me that very moment .It seems like the end of the world scenario. I was sitting at one corner and then suddenly Mark Joseph, the one I’m talking with, approached me. Dave, why you arrived so late?...I answered him like this, no it’s just traffic and I think am not feeling well today. So I need to rest. I said that to cut the conversation because I was very mad during that time. Then he replied again, do you want to have some drinks outside? Then I smirked for a while. And eventually said where? Maybe at SM North Padis Point if you want. Just to relieve stress after all these exams and terror professors!!!So I said sure if you’ll treat me, of course just said in a jokingly manner. But he said he’ll treat me, seriously. So I said, MUCH TO MY DELIGHT THEN. We used his car and then
Immediately went to SM North Padis Point. Inside his car, he’s like trying to ask me if am still virgin. I said yes. Then that’s stupid he seconded. I just stated a fact, and if that’s stupid then what should I do? He smiled at me and said do you want me to have S** with you? I was speechless for a while. And suddenly answered, of course not…….but am blushing and stuttering during that time. That’s exactly what I want right now if you don’t ask me!!!!( Just blowing in my mind)…Then I offensively ask him,Are you kidding Mark?, he said no I’m just asking if there’s a possibility for us to do so.Then we laughed hard. No let’s just have some drinks and maybe it’s nice if we talk about our upcoming competition this March I just uttered. That’s how things happen here. So fast….I think it’s because he’s very straightforward at times .But not in this kind of conversation, I suppose. I know how to converse, but at this point in time I think it’s really something that’s personal & sexual. And I must admit that’s my weakest point! Shet.
If I were to describe the Physical qualities of Mark Joseph, He’s 5’7, fairer than myself, not-so-much chubby, white teeth, flawless skin and he’s F**kingly handsome. I must admit. Well, I cannot speak for myself but for sure, I’m in the same tune with him. It’s just that, I’m smarter than him. And most of the times am the leader of the group, that’s why.
Then we arrived. First, I just noticed, every time he strikes me with his smile, I think there’s really something that he wants to imply. Just wondering what? for the sake of stress relieving activity, I also tried to smile at him and started feeling the urge to make an score! Of course, we talked. We talked about everything. School Matters. Personal Matters. Future Plans. Etc.
And then eventually we ended up talking about Mature topic like sex. How often do you masturbate? I asked him.Uhmm…roughly twice a week, he answered promptly. I was waiting for him for ask the same question but he asked me a different one. It’s like this; do your parents know that you’re a bisexual? I said, partly yes & no. It’s like a secret which everyone knows I said. I didn’t say that I’m gay mama & papa, but deep inside them I feel that they can feel me, their only son is a daughter trapped in a man’s body. . Then, I went emotionally when he asked me what do you plan then in the future? Are you going to marry a girl or just stay bisexual and enjoy meeting guys? Uh oh. I was very confused with his idea of growing up without a companion…...So things went well…until I felt something unexplainable already. I think that was the effect of being zonked!
After 2 towers of colt and a bucket of San mig light, I felt dizzy already and then I asked him if he can still drive home? He said he’s not that zonked, that’s why he can still drive to our home. Since I’m from Bonifacio Global City and my family lives there, it’s a big hassle if we pursue that racket. So instead of riding me home, he suggested if I can sleep with him in their townhouse near SM North also. So it’s like a blocks away from our point of origin. Well, I have no choice during that time but to say yes.
And from there and then everything had happened with fierce. He has his own bedroom. I remembered the bed sheet is white, and it’s quite big! I dunno if he planned for it, but I can’t explain when he started kissing me like a girl. I can feel his muscles in breast, his f*cking smell, and when he blown job my dick. I’ve blown his as well in fairness.I must feel lucky because he was gifted of hugeness!..I mean his gonad is quite big. I can feel a bit tense during that time, a weirdness maybe. But He’s very nasty guy, to some extent like he’s very eager to grab my butt & strart licking on it. I couldn’t feel much the pain during that time because of my dizziness. But when he entered his to mine, Holy shit it must have been my worst day ever! I suddenly felt pain and I was like moaning because it hurts and not because of its pleasure whatsoever! I grab his dick & stopped. I am not yet ready for this I fabricated. But he hugged me again as if I was a pretty lady who’s ready to be penetrated. But hell, I can’t!. I dunno why, I was still in resistance. I think it’s because my thinking is always mind over matter/ flesh. But I was also depressed during that time and just thought that everything happened for a reason. Then there’s this song that popped out in my mind which says: AKO’Y TAO LAMANG NA NADADARANG AT NATUTUKSO RIN!. Then hold on to that phrase until he finished fucking my anal.
John Mark has a Girl Friend. And She’s my College Classmate as well. We’re close friends really. But after all had happened, I refrain talking to my circle of friends. I just remained silent and waiting for the conviction if there will be. I’m a bit guilty of my craziness. I call it that way because I think the ovaries of my brilliant sex imagination have come to an end.
Well, I’m Single. Young, wild & free, so to speak.
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