By: James Lee So hi, my name is James Lee. Maybe that’s my real name, maybe not. But that is not really the point. I have been using that n...
By: James Lee
So hi, my name is James Lee. Maybe that’s my real name, maybe not. But that is not really the point. I have been using that name as my alter ego kung baga when I am online. On facebook, skype and other gay sites. I don’t consider myself as a discreet gay guy, I am what you call a feminine guy. Hindi kilos babae ha kundi yung tipong lalaki na expressive and emotional. Basically, I don’t act straight or gay, I just act like myself. Which always gets people confuse that they ask me if lalake ba talaga ako, which I answer them yes… why? because I believe that I am. Lalake ako na pumapatol rin sa lalake. So gay nga… or bisexual you might say… but you see I refused to label myself in those categories kasi I don’t want my actions to be restricted in a certain label. Confused?! I don’t know, what I am sure of is that I fall in love with women and I fall in lust with men.
So moving on, this is my second time to write here. I think I want to redeem myself this time. (To cut the long story short I shared an experience here but it was poorly written *I wrote it in my phone* and I wasn’t able to edit it. I didn’t think that they would post it, but they did and what I got was bashers and criticism. I understand it though, na amazed lang ako sa sobrang pagka judgemental ng ibang tao ) But aside from that I also just want to share this experience with you guys.
*Mike*
geloman*** would like to add you on Skype
“Hi thatniceguynamedpaul, I’d like to add you as a contact”
*decline* *accept*
I clicked accept.
You and geloman*** are now contacts.
You have shared your contact details.
That was how it started, sa Skype. Alam mo yung tipong bawat tao may kanya-kanyang trip sa buhay? Well, for me – I like to jerk-off. Mahilig akong mag jakol. Almost everyday, sometimes multiple times a day. What can I say, I’m a very horny person. Nothing unusual about that? Well, I also take a video of myself doing it and I post it online. So there.
geloman*** gave me his number on skype, hindi sya maka cam to cam sa skype daw kasi nasa internet café lang sya… maraming tao. So I called him on his phone, I know I made the first move but I was bored. I was on break on my night shift duty. He did not answer my call.
So I texted him, “James Lee here.”
“Tawag ka after 10 mins. mag lo-log out lang ako.” he texted back.
After 10 mins. tinawagan ko sya, he introduced himself. Mike daw pangalan nya, 17 years old, HRM student sa Southwestern University dito sa Cebu. Isa sa mga turn on talaga sa akin e yung masarap yung boses sa phone at yung great conversationalist, may sense kasusap. Yung tipong tinitigasan kana marinig lang boses nila. Ganun si Mike.
He wanted to have SOP but sabi ko di pwede, I was at work. (Malibog na bata). He said okay lang daw. Next time nalang. I don’t know if he was disappointed but I was. We talked for around a couple of minutes. Dick size (enough to satisfy), favourite position (doggy style), ever had sex with a girl (yes) and other green stuff.
After the call I realized that I was getting a hard on just talking to him. So I went to the CR at nag jakol. Did I video myself doing it? Hahaha. You bet, I did.
After my shift we texted each other, bampira sigurong tong batang to… di kasi natutulog.We continued to text until I got home at natulugan ko sya.
And I woke up around 12nn kasi nagugutom ako. I checked my phone and saw his text…
“Still there?”
“May work ka ba later?”
“hoy”
“james?”
“James lee?”
“Ako lang mag isa dito sa boarding house.”
So I texted him back, “Are you merely stating a fact or are you inviting me over?” Hindi sya agad nag reply kaya kumain nalang ako. After lunch, or is it breakfast… (ah hirap talaga keep track kapag night shift ka. Huhuhuhuh) I received his answer.
“punta ka dito”
“where?”
And he gave me his address. I am not usually a guy who goes on random sex escapades, but it was one of those moments when you say “what the hell.”
I took a bath and made myself as presentable as possible with my lack of sleep. He had a photo on skype so I know what to expect. I rationalize that on worst case scenario I would ditch him. Easy.
We met near his place and I waited for him to fetch me.
When he arrived I saw that he was much more than what I had expected. He was the same height as me around 5’5 (not short, just average). He had this cute chinito eyes. A moreno. He was gwapo in a childish kind of way. By definition he was a twink. He also had nice pair of ass. I was guilty of eyeing them while he was walking ahead of me on his way to his place.
We did not talk much until we arrived on his boarding house.
He closed the door and turned on the tv and I saw that he was already watching porn.
“that’s my brother cd.” he explained himself.
It was small room. And we sat in his bed. It was a double deck bed.
“Sino ang kasama mo dito?” I asked trying to break the ice.
“Kuya ko, nasa work sya ngayon. Mga 4 or 5 yun uuwi.” Sabi nya as if giving me an idea of the hours we had to play around. I checked my watch. Exactly 2pm, so mga 2 to 3 hours. Short time lang. Good thing rin kasi duty pa ako on that night.
I sat watched porn with him, and then I said.
“ano manonood nalang ba tayo?” I said and he looked at me and kiss me.
He was a good kisser but I had better. Kulang pa ng experience kung baga. With our lips still on each other he lay in bed and started to remove my shirt. Hinayaan ko ang kamay nyang galawin ang katawan ko. He undid the button on my short and his hands slid unto my brief.
Between our kisses and as he was holding my cock he whispered , “Ang tigas” mas layo akong nalibugan. Hinubad ko na rin ang damit nya and sucked his nipples. Sobrang ungol nga. I played with his nipples a little bit more. When it comes to sex I am a pleaser. So I went down on him and suck his long hard cock. What he lack in his body size, his cock compensated. It was a huge cock, good thing I wasn’t bottoming. I deep throated him. And the noises he made with it made me want to do more.
“Sarap…. shet… chupain mo pa. Ahhhhhh,…. uhhhhh… James… sarap….”
I was afraid na baka malabasan na sya kaya, so I stopped and went up to kissed him. I was grinding my also hard cock against him. We felt each others throbbing manhood. I went a little higher and made him suck my cock. His moan felt so good. That I didn’t realize that I was already chocking him with my cock, but it seemed like he liked it. We did 69 until we were both out of our breath. We were sweating against each other and it us feel hornier. He pulled me up again to kissed me and then said,
“Lubta ko, James (fuck me james)”
I willing obliged to his request. I didn’t bring any condom (but I do encourage safe sex) and he didn’t have any. So I decided fuck him raw. We used lotion as lubricant. He had a nice bubble butt. I made turn him on his back and started to slide my cock against his butt.
“Lubta ko james” he said again.
And without any hesitation I slid my cock into him.
“Fuck” I screamed. He was so tight that I felt every inch of him as I enter. It sent chill down my spine.
“Lami nimo bai. (and sarap mo pare)” I said.
with every trust I felt as if I was about to cum pero pinigilan ko.
I felt like I was fucking a virgin ass but I knew that he wasn’t a virgin anymore.
I pull his head closer to mine and bit his neck and ears. You can see that he was enjoying the moment as I was.
A series of moans were coming from both of us until I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to pull out my cock and shoot my cum into his face but I didn’t reach in time.
“Shit bai, lalabasan na ako… shit ang sarap mo… ahhhhhh…. ahhhhh…. ayan na…. Sheeeeeeet Ahhhhhhhh!”
In felt so good to be inside of him that I shoot my hot cum inside him.
After the release I lay on top of him to catch my breath. I slowly slid my cock out of him.
He was jerking himself. I wanted to help him. But I was damn too tired. (night shift remember?)
I lay in bed while he went on top of me and jerk off. It was such a horny sight seeing him jerk (I wish I had video him at that moment).
“Ahhhhhhh, …. uhhhhhhh….” and then he shuddered and shoot his cum on top of me. He was a shooter because it reached my head. I tasted a little bit on my lips.
He bent down and kissed. Also kissing that cum I had tasted.
“Thanks” he said.
“Your welcome.”
We were able to close our eyes for a minute or so in that position, still drenched with cum.
After that I cleaned myself, got dressed and we talked for a while.
It was obvious that we were there at that moment for one purpose only, so matapos nun we were back to being what we really were… strangers. To remove myself from the awkward situation I thank him and said my goodbyes and left. Hindi nya ako pinigilan, I think he was also worried that his older brother might come home early and see me.
We texted each other on my way home. And for a few days we tried to keep communicating but it came to an expected end. He once asked me if he could borrow some money from me. I didn’t reply after that. He was a nice fuck but that was all he was ever gonna be. I kinda forgot about him until a few months later when something happened that brought me back to this moment…
*XAVIER*
I am what you call a cyber exhibitionist tease. (if such combination of words exist) Mahilig akong mag post ng mga nude or almost nude na pics online (minus the face or with a small hint of it). I post jakol videos online. If mahilig ka sa ganun I bet nakita mo na cum shot ko. Hahahaha.
So because of that I get some attention online. No, I don’t consider myself as famous. Nor do I plan to be. Gusto ko lang talaga e share sa inyo yung binigay ni lord sa akin. Take note: Hindi ako gwapo. On regular days you wouldn’t give me a second glance on the street. Hindi maganda ang katawan ko. But on the right angles it can be. LOL
So going back, everyday I get contact request on skype and friend request on facebook and I usually accept them without a second thought. Di ba sabi nila… the more the merrier. Yeah, I get the usual proposals from gays and bi-guys. But I don’t really take it seriously, because alam ko na its so easy to offer the world online. Been there, done that.
One time may nag friend request sa akin. Xavier Reyes (don’t bother searching, pinalitan ko to) So I did check his profile first before accepting. I searched him on my original facebook account and when there were no mutual friends, I added him.
“Hi” message nya sa akin.
“Hello”
“Taga asa ka? (taga saan ka?)”
I gave him my location… not my address. He also mentioned his. And surprisingly malapit lang siya sa amin.
“Kita tayo?”
“Uhm, sure.” My generic answer to anyone who offers to meet up with me.
“Saan ka ngayon?” he asked.
“ nasa bahay lang, ikaw?”
“Nandito sa boarding house, bored na bored.”
“ah ok…”
“Kita tayo? punta ka rito…”
I paused. I was on leave from work that day, to catch up with sleep. I didn’t have other things to do however I didn’t feel like going out. I love to fuck, however at that moment my laziness was getting the most of me.
“Sure?”
“Yes, ako lang mag isa dito…”
“Uhm, anong gagawin natin sa inyo?” I asked him though I already knew the answer. I guess I just wanted him to offer me something that would excite me to leave my bed.
“Ikaw, kahit ano gusto mo.”
“kahit ano?” I asked.
“Uu, matutulogtulugan lang ako habang ginagawa mo yung gusto mong gawin sa akin.”
Shet. Na kakalibog isipin.
“So ano na?”
“Wait, maliligo lang ako…” Yeah, you may judge me if you must pero ganun talaga ako. I don’t run around the bushes. Bat magpapakipot pa ako eh pareho naman kaming gustong may mangyari di ba?
“Sige, hintay ako. Text ka pag malapit kana.”
“Saan ba ako bababa? Anong landmark?”
“Malapit sa barangay hall. Dun ka bumaba.”
“Ok, sige… maliligo na ako… gusto mong sumabay? Hahhaha.” hirit ko pa sabay pasok sa bathroom.
“Nandito na ako, saan kana…”
“Parating nah,”
I arrived near his place. Sa may Barangay Hall ako bumaba. Malapit lang dun sa kanilang Mike naalala ko pero nasa kabilang kalye. I waited for him and look around thinking na baka makita ako ni Mike. It has already been 6 months I think since it had happen.
“Nasan ka?” he texted.
“Nasa may Barangay Hall, ikaw?” reply ko sabay tingin sa gilid baka nandoon sya.
“Kita na kita, tumawid ka dito.”
I looked across the street and I saw him. He looked vaguely familiar. Good looking nevertheless. tumawid ako papunta sa kanya.
“Akala ko ba malapit sa Barangay Hall ang sa inyo?”
“Hindi dyan lang papasok sa may eskinita.”
Tinignan ko kung saan sya naka turo. Shet. Same eskinita as sa kanila Mike.
“Oh, shit” I thought.
“Bakit?”
“Wala… so saan ba ang sa inyo?”
“Halika” sabi sabay nag simulang lumakad. Sinundan ko sya.
Pumasok kami sa same eskinita na pinasukan naming ni Mike. Tapos dumaan rin kami sa same road na dinaanan naming ni Mike. Hindi na ako mapakali. Iba na ang nasa isip ko. At ang dami pang naka tambay na mga kalalakihan. Although naka shades ako nun pero na feel ko na tinitignan nila ako.
My mind was thinking maybe kilala ito ni Mike. Pinaplanohan ako. Na set-up ako. Shit, anong gagawin ko. Tinatandaan ko ang mga bahay na aming dinadaan. Saan nga ba yung boarding house ni Mike? Pilit kong inaalala.
Pumasok sa isipan kong tumakbo pa balik. Pero naisip ko na wala naman pa akong na coconfirm. So patuloy ako sa pag sunod sa kanya.
“Dito tayo.” sabi nya sabay lumiko pa kami sa isa pang maliit na eskinita.
Shit papunta talaga ito kina Mike.
Pumasok sa ulit sa isip ko na baka pagtatangkaan ako ng masama. Baka tutulisin nila ako. Kahit hapon pa at maaraw pa di parin ako napakali. Pinatay ko yung phone ko at tinanggal ko yung sim card. Just in case, bahala na makuh anila yung phone ko.
“Naka punta ka naba dito?” Tanong nya.
Hindi nalang ako sumagot.
Naalala ko na yung daanan papunta sa kanila Mike. Pero hindi kami dumaan doon. Naka hinga ako ng malalim. Pero nang maka labas na kami sa aming dinadaanan nakikita ko ang boarding house ni Mike.
“Hali ka, akyat tayo.”
Sumunod ako sa kanya, ewan ko ba kung bakit pero parang na curious rin ako kung ano ang nangyayari.
Pumasok kami sa room, sa room ni Mike, umupo ako ang pinagmasdan ang paligid. Same parin. Nakita ko ang TV ang yung double deck na bed.
Nag lock siya nang pinto at sinarado niya nag bintana.
I close my eyes and I silently prayed sana wala masamang mangyari sa akin dito. Ano nalang ang sasabihin ng magulang ko.
When I opended then nakita ko na hinuhubad ni Xaviera ang kanyang t shirt sabay lumapit sa akin.
Hinalikan ako.
Di ako makahinga…
The moment na nagtapat an gaming mga lips ay biglang nawala yung kaba ko. It seemed like his kiss assured me that nothing was wrong. Ewan ko ba kung bakit pero hinalikan ko rin sya hangat nag laplapan na kami.
He was a great kisser unlike Mike. Kiss palang nya tinitigasan na ako. Dila sa dila. I felt every passion in his kiss. It felt right, yung tipong walang sabit parang nag si synchronize yung mga labi namin. That’s what I felt.
The kiss lasted for quite sometimes and it was exhilarating that I did not realize that we were already both naked in bed.
Naramdaman ko titi nya. It was throbbing hard and so was mine. Bumaba siya para e suck ako and he was so good at it as he was as a kisser. HInawakan ko ulo niya at diniin ko pa lalo ang titi ko sa bibig nya. His mouth felt like a warm pussy. A fucking warm virgin pussy. I felt my precum dripping from my cock.
“uhhhhhhh…. ahhhhhh…. lamia…. sige pa, chupaa pa ko… anah… ahhhhhhh…., shet….. kalami.”
He sucked me for quite a while until I pull him up to kiss him. If I didn’t do that I would have cum in his mouth. We kissed again and he was sliding his cock on my stomach. It was such a horny sight to see. He lean closer to me and whispered…
“Tuwad. (Bend over)”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I was a top. I don’t bottom.
“You can fuck me afterwards” He said in bisaya while he kissed me. I guess I was blinded with lust that I obeyed his command.
This was first time. But I did not bleed. Nor did I felt any pain worth remembering. Para lang akong natatae. He was very careful in fucking me. He slid his cock slowly and in a rhythmic phase he fucked me. I couldn’t say I enjoyed being fuck but it was a new experience for me. I did enjoy it in some way. I felt his cock slid through my hole. It was a whole new sensation.
With every trust I could hear him enjoy through his moan.
And then he stop, pulled out his cock and shoot it in my back. I couldn’t see it happening but I could feel every drip of his hot cum on my back. Without a pause he said.
“Ikaw na pud. (Your turn)”
I position myself behind him as he bends over. I grab a lotion I saw in the bed side and pour it on my cock. Holding him on the waist I push my cock inside of him. I guess his sucking and fucking me made ready to cum because after a few minutes of trusting my cock inside of him I felt myself cumming.
“Shet, magawasan na ko… shit tura magawsan na ko…. fuck… fuck… fuck… ahhhhhhhhhh AAAHH… UHHH” as I shoot my cum inside of him. I did not immediately pull my cock out. I laid there behind him feeling my throbbing cock inside him. When I finally pulled it out I saw cum dripping in this butt hole.
He faced me, while I was on my elbows on top of him. I looked at him closely at dim light when I realized something. HE LOOKED LIKE MIKE. Why didn’t I realize it earlier?
I lay in his chest and we stayed there as if we were lovers.
I asked him random questions before asking him if he was living alone.
“Hindi, kasama ko kapatid ko.”
“Saan sya ngayon?” I asked.
“Nasa school.”
“Anong name ng brother mo?”
“Bakit?”
“Wala lang gusto ko lang malaman….”
“Micheal. Mike.”
“Hmmmmn, alam ba nya kung ano ka?”
“Huh? anong ano? uhmmm, hindi…. may girlfriend kasi ako.”
“Okay,” I did not push him further.
And then there was silence between the two of us. I took it as a sign for me to leave. So I grab my clothes, cleaned myself and changed.
He sat there on bed naked looking at me.
After I was on clothes again I bend to him and gave him a long kiss.
“Bai, pahulma ko ug kwarta bi? (Can I borrow some money.)” He asked. “Ilisdan ra lageh tika, promise (I’ll pay you, promise).” he added.
I took my wallet out and look inside. I only had 300 pesos inside and some changes. Di ako nakapag withdraw.
“300 ra biya ni ako kwarta (I only have 300pesos).” I said.
“Okay rana, bayran ra lageh tika. (That’s okay, I swear I’ll pay you.)”
So I gave him the cash and find myself out. He attempted to accompany me outside but I stopped him.
I walked my way home and find myself on the road again. The tambays were not there anymore. But it really didn’t matter. I came here for sex. And I got what I wanted.
You may be wondering why I gave him money. Let me clear things out, I don’t pay for sex. Never did I and never will I. But I guess I gave him cash (although I was 100% sure that I would not to be paid back and I wasn’t expecting to be) because what had happen could have been worst. I could have been robbed. Mugged. Rapped? Hahhaha. or worst killed. But it didn’t happen. I guess it was my way of saying thanks. I was glad it turned out the different than what I had expected.
So who is Xavier and who is Mike? Are they really brothers? Or is it just a scheme for then to prey on not so innocent people like me? Are the tambays part of the plan? Was I being watched as we fucked? Videotape? Was this all a great set-up? Maybe. But I like to think otherwise.
In my mind I believed in a better scenario. Mike and Xavier are really brothers. They didn’t not know the side of each other that I got to see and experience. It was all a crazy coincidence that I got to have sex with both of them. A random fucked up coincidence that could mean everything and nothing at the same time.
So what did I learn from all of this. Its okay chase those lustful moments just make sure that you are not jeopardizing yourself on the process. We are not merely animals with urges, but rather rational animals. So always remember to use that rationality.
End of Story
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