By: Miko "Kuya, pwedeng pakihinto po ang sasakyan." "Saglit lang tayo Miko ha. Naghihintay na ang Mama at Papa mo sa bahay....
By: Miko
"Kuya, pwedeng pakihinto po ang sasakyan."
"Saglit lang tayo Miko ha. Naghihintay na ang Mama at Papa mo sa bahay." My driver stopped the car at the middle of a concrete bridge.
Ilang taon akong nawala yet still the memories remains in my mind. Masaya ang aking pagkabata ngunit there is a part of me na hindi maganda pero I guess that only happened because we were still young then.
"Naaalala mo pa ba nong mga bata pa tayo Miko?" my driver asked in the middle of my reminisce.
"Oo naman Kuya Ryan. Naaalala ko pa." Alam kong pilit yung ngiti ko sa puntong iyon. "Kumusta na kaya siya Kuya?"
"Siguro, nagsisisi na iyon." Sagot naman niya.
"Tara na kuya. Baka pagalitan ka na naman nina Papa kung malalate tayo sa dinner."
Bandang 6:30 na ng hapon ng makarating kami sa bahay. And my family are already waiting for us in front of our house.
"What take you so long Miko?" Dad asked. "Sir, nasiraan po kasi kami." "I'm not asking you Ryan! Miko, tinatanong kita!" Galit na naman ang Dad ko. "Dad, that's true. Nasiraan kami while on our way." Ewan ko ba kung bakit, pero palaging nagagalit si Dad kay Ryan eh wala namang ginagawang masama si Kuya.
"Go and fixed yourself and proceed to the dinning table after half an hour Hijo." My Mom said nicely. "Kuya Ryan, pakiakyat na po yung mga gamit ko".
Kuya Ryan is 5 years older than me and he is 25 right now. He has no vices but drinks occasionally. Siya ang official driver and personal guard ko na rin.
"Kuya, hindi mo kailangang ipagtanggol ako kay Dad." I said upon closing the door of my room. "Alam mo Miko na ayaw kitang nakikitang napapagalitan." He answered. "Alam mo na mahal kita." He added.
"Saglit lang tayo Miko ha. Naghihintay na ang Mama at Papa mo sa bahay." My driver stopped the car at the middle of a concrete bridge.
Ilang taon akong nawala yet still the memories remains in my mind. Masaya ang aking pagkabata ngunit there is a part of me na hindi maganda pero I guess that only happened because we were still young then.
"Naaalala mo pa ba nong mga bata pa tayo Miko?" my driver asked in the middle of my reminisce.
"Oo naman Kuya Ryan. Naaalala ko pa." Alam kong pilit yung ngiti ko sa puntong iyon. "Kumusta na kaya siya Kuya?"
"Siguro, nagsisisi na iyon." Sagot naman niya.
"Tara na kuya. Baka pagalitan ka na naman nina Papa kung malalate tayo sa dinner."
Bandang 6:30 na ng hapon ng makarating kami sa bahay. And my family are already waiting for us in front of our house.
"What take you so long Miko?" Dad asked. "Sir, nasiraan po kasi kami." "I'm not asking you Ryan! Miko, tinatanong kita!" Galit na naman ang Dad ko. "Dad, that's true. Nasiraan kami while on our way." Ewan ko ba kung bakit, pero palaging nagagalit si Dad kay Ryan eh wala namang ginagawang masama si Kuya.
"Go and fixed yourself and proceed to the dinning table after half an hour Hijo." My Mom said nicely. "Kuya Ryan, pakiakyat na po yung mga gamit ko".
Kuya Ryan is 5 years older than me and he is 25 right now. He has no vices but drinks occasionally. Siya ang official driver and personal guard ko na rin.
"Kuya, hindi mo kailangang ipagtanggol ako kay Dad." I said upon closing the door of my room. "Alam mo Miko na ayaw kitang nakikitang napapagalitan." He answered. "Alam mo na mahal kita." He added.
Alam ko that he likes me at alam rin niya na iba ang gusto ko. And it is ok to him.
"Kuya, diba sinabi ko na that iba ang gusto ko?", I said. "Pero ikaw ang gusto ko." he answered.
I grabbed my towel and I'm ready to take a quick bath when he walked towards my back and hold my shoulder.
"Miko, akala ko ba may feelings ka sa akin?"
"Kuya naman." I said and shrugged my shoulder to escape from his hands. "You know na may iba akong mahal." I said after I faced him. "Kuya, ayos na ako. Kita na lang tayo sa baba." I added.
I was shocked when he responded me with a quick kiss in the lips. He leaved me in shocked and standing there alone. He leaved my room and went downstairs with no words.
After recovering from that kiss, I went to the bathroom and took a shower.
I let the water flow from head down to may face until on my toes. I can't help myself but to think kung gaano ko kaya siya nasaktan sa mga pinaggagawa ko sa kanya. Hindi ko naman kasi intensyon na bigyan siya ng motibo or magpakita ng motibo.
But I know what he is pointing to. He is pointing to that moment happened a month ago.
- a month ago-
"Miko, oh bakit mo ako pinapunta? Di ba kayo magkasama ni Alex na uuwi?" He asked while putting my bag at the back of the car. "Tapos na kami Kuya." I answered. "Huh? Bakit naman? Diba anniv niyo ngayon?" He asked but I don't bothered answering it already.
My head is already occupied with things, my heart was pounded into pieces, and I felt my dignity was ruined that time.
Along our way I broke the silence. "Kuya, may iba na siya. I saw him with someone else." He showed so much care and concern while saying " Eh bakit dimo sinabi kanina? Gusto mo ba balikan ko?" I don't know pero galit siya sa mga oras na iyon. Hindi ko na inabala pang tanungin kung bakit dahil siguro sa siya ang malilintikan kung may nangyaring masama sa akin.
"Kuya, huwag muna tayong dumeretso sa bahay." Hindi na siya sumagot at iniba na niya ang landas ng kotse.
He stopped a car on a small house in a barrio like area. He opened the door of the car and assisted me to get out kahit hindi naman kailangan. We entered the house and no one is insided.
"Bahay ito ng aming tiyahin. Nasa abroad siya kaya ako akong naatasang magbantay nito." he uttered.
I woke up in the middle of the night and I found myself crying. I calm myself and pinakiramdaman ko ang paligid. The surrounding is so silent. May kalumahan na ang bahay at gawa ito sa semento at kahoy.
I noticed a picture frame on the bed side table. Kinuha ko ito at napangiti ako. It was Kuya Ryan on his childhood. Gwapo na siya noon at pati ngayon. He has dimples on his right cheek na bumagay sa kanyang red kissable lips and mga malaanghel na mga mata. Kung noon may pagkachubby siya ngayon he has musciline body. Batak na batak ang kanyang katawan dahil sa kakagym niya. He is 5'9 in height at kayumangi siya. Alam mo yung tipong Ruru Madrid na datingan na mas lalong gumagwapo kung nakangiti ganon siya.
Lumabas lang ako ng kwarto noong nakaramdam na ako ng gutom. Dumeretso ako ng salas and I found him sitting on a sofa and drinking his last bottle of beer.
Binaba niya yung phone niya habang may kausap sa phone when he noticed me standing at his back. "Pasensya ka na Miko." He said immediately. "It's ok kuya." I said, "Matagal na ba kuya?" I added. He didn't answered and it seems it made him feel uncomfortable.
I sat down beside him and asked if may beer pa siya. He stood and went outside. Pagbalik niya may hawak siyang is a ng case ng beer and put it on top of the table infront of us. Pinagbuksan niya ako ng isa and handed it to me.
I started the conversation. I made it possible na hindi maging awkward ang moment na yon. Marami kaming nagpag-usapan at madaling araw na noon when I felt that may tama na ako at hindi na ako makatayo. Hilong-hilo na ako at antok na.
Papikit na ang mga mata ko when kuya got the bottle of beer from my hands and put it on the table.
Lasing na ako noon pero I can still hear and feel my surroundings. I heard him saying the words "Miko, kailan mo kaya mapapansin na mahal kita? Mahal kita Miko." I smiled.
Inalalayan niya ako at hinatid sa loob ng kwarto and he put me on bed. Pinahiga niya ako at inayos sa pagakakahiga.
I uttered the words "I love you Alex". At pinakairamdaman ko siya. Bahagya kong iminulat ang aking mga mata at kita ko siyang nakatayo sa tabi ko at nakatingin sa akin. Ilang segundo rin siya sa ganoong posisyon nong umupo siya sa aking tabi at hinawi ang mga buhok na naligaw sa aking mukha.
A minute after that I felt a kiss. Linapat niya ang kanyang bibig sa akin. Ang lambot ng kanyang bibig. I felt like an angel kissed me that moment.
He kissed me again and this time gumanti na ako. He posed for a moment and think siguro kung ano ang ginawa ko. Yes, I answered his kiss. And he continued kissing. Dahil na rin siguro sa nararamdaman ko noon ay na carried away ako.
I put my right hand at his nape and the other on his back. He kissed me and entered his tounge into my mouth. We shared a passionate kiss, French kiss na sa kanya ko lang naranasan ang ganoon kasarap.
He stopped and removed his shirt. Kitang kita ko ang malaki niyang dibdib, malalapad na balikat and fuck, his fucking hot 6 packs abs na wala ang mga naging boyfriends ko. He continued kissing me. Habang hinahalikan ako'y tinatanggal na rin niya ang loose shirt ko.
Hinalikan niya ako pababa. Nakikiliti ako at sarap na sarap sa bawat pagkagat niya sa aking mga tenga. "Fuck... Ahh" I moaned. And he didn't care to say a words. Rather he kissed me in my neck that gave me a great sensation. I feel like I'm so secured at that moment.
I hold his penis from the outside of his pants. I can feel the hugeness of it. Matigas na lala ito. I held it with my one hand and other on his back. Habang naglalaro naman ang kanyang mga kamay sa aking katawan.
He removed his pants and there I saw how big his is. If I'm not mistake nasa 7.5 inches iyon. He also removed my shorts exposing me naked body. Hindi ako nahiya sa kung anong meron ako. I don't care if it is small. I'm not using it anyway.
He kissed me all over my body. I felt his one hand on my buttocks exploring it. I am enjoying what is happening to us.
Nabigla ako nong pinabaliktad ako at pinatuwad. He kissed my nape and he used his finger to explore my ass. Hindi na ako nagreklamo at nasasarapan na ako.
"Ahhhhh...ahhhhh..." Paputol putol na ang aking paghinga ng sumagot siya ng "I love you Miko."
I felt a pain when he attempt to enter me. Pero masyadong malaki kaya hindi niya maipasok. Yes, I am no longer virgin pero masikip pa rin. Malaki ang sa kanyang. My exes were just 6-6.5. He is someone that is huge.
He attempt again and now I protested. Masakit siya. "Kuya, ako na ang magpapasok. Higa ka. " I said and we changed position. Now, a chunk of meat is in front me. Para siyang sex doll na nabuhay because of his perfect body.
Nakahiga na siya at tinitignan ako habang nasa harapan niya. I grabbed his hugeness at binate ito. Hinawakan ko ang pinkadulo ng kanyang pagkalalaki to get some pre cum. I saw his reaction. Napakagatlabi siya and he moaned. Sarap na sarap siya. So, sinubo ko ito at paunti-unti, I tried to deep throat him. "Oh! Fuck you, Miko!" With that I suck him more and he continued to moan.
Hinawakan niya ang aking ulo and tried to fuck my mouth. Naubo ako sa ginawa niya kayang nataranta siya. He removed his dick from my head and he immediately kissed me and says sorry. "Sorry Miko. Pasensya na. Hindi ko sinasadya." I kissed him down to his neck and to his abs. I traced every lines on his tummy. And down to his crouch.
I continued sucking him. Puno na ng laway ang kanyang pagkalalaki ng lisanin ko ito. Pumesto na ako at inupuan ko ito. At start,oo masakit pero nong naipusok ko na lahat doon ko na naramdaman ang pinaghalong sakit at sarap.
Nag taas-baba at that gave him a very good sensation.
"Ahh. Ah ah ahh... Ahhhh..." I moaned. He held my waist at inaalalayan akong magtaas-baba. I can't help then but to moan and moan. Nasa ganoong posisyon parin ako when I reach for his lips and we kissed. When suddenly, ibinaliktad niya ako. Ngayon siya naman ang nasa ibabaw.
Its him now who is on top. Natigilan siya nong matanggal sa pagkakapasok ang kanyang pagkalalaki sa akin. He stopped and at jinakol niya ito. He grabbed something sa loob ng drawer ng bedside table. He put oil on his palm and masturbated his hugeness. He even put oil on his body, as if he is seducing me while doing this.
He grabbed my thighs and wrapped it around his waist. Sa ganoong posisyon, itinutok niya ang kanyang sandata sa aking butas. And there with the help of the oil, parang kusang pumasok ang kanyang pagkalalaki sa butas ko at sobrang sarap ng kanyang pag-ulos.
It started again. Takot, sakit, lagkit, sarap, at kung ano-ano pa ang nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na iyon. Hinawakan niya ang aking bawyang, at binilisan niya ang kanyang pag-indayog. "Ahh...ahh..ahh..." I moaned. "Miko...Ahh.. mahal... kita.. " paputol putol na ungol ni Kuya Ryan. Hindi na ako nakaganti pa ng I love you dahil hinalikan niya ako. He kissed me. Naglaro ang kanyang dila sa loob ng bibig ko. He kissed me and kissed me, until he felt na malapit na siya.
Bumilis ang kanyang pagbarurot. Hinawakan niya ang aking mga suso at kanya itong linamas. He keep on entering me so fast. Mas bumilis pa siya. Humawak ako sa kanyang mga brasong malalaki at matitigas. He keep on entering me. "Ahh... Ah.... Ah ... Shit.! Patuloy siya sa pagmura. "Kuya... Ahhhh... Ahh... " I moaned and moaned.
Di nagtagal ay hinalikan niya ako at kasabay nito ay ang pagbulwak ng katas sa aking loob. Ramdam ko ang pagsirit ng mga ito. Patuloy siya sa paghalik sa aking leeg. Nang kusa ng lumuwa ang kanyang sandata ay kumalas na siya.
Hingal na hingal kami at pagod. Pawisan kami at hubo't hubad kaming dalawa. We shared the same bed. Ginawa kong unan ang kanyang braso and he kissed me on my forehead. "Miko, I'm so sorry." kuya said out of nowhere. "Why kuya?" I asked. "Dahil dito. Sa nangyari sa atin. Hindi ko intension na may mangyari sa atin." he answered. "Alam ko naman kuya and besides ginusto ko naman." I replied. We kissed and another round happened.
I woke up and I found myself naked on bed. I remembered what happened last night and I smiled. I smelled something delicious and immediately stand up from bed. Ramdam ko na masakit ang butas ko. I feel pain kasi iba siya sa kama kumpara sa mga naging exes ko.
I entered the kitchen at umupo sa may dining table. "Gising ka na pala. Hintayin mo na ito at malapit na."
Sa mga oras na ito parang mag-asawa kami. I can resist to look at his masculine body. His smiles make me feel like I'm safe all the time. Fuck him. Bakit parang sa tuwing nginingitian niya ako parang gusto niya akong mapasakanya. This can't be. "Natigilan ako sa pag-iisip nong linapag niya ang pinggan at linuto niyang hotdog at sunny side up sa harap ko.
He removed his apron at lumantad sa aking harapan ang kanyang masarap at malaking katawan. His abs, his chest, his shoulder, they are seducing me. He drinks his milk and some of it ay tumulo sa kanyang katawan. He wiped it while looking at me. He is vividly teasing me. Hindi rin ako nagpatalo. I got a hotdog and eat it. I let the oil stayed at tumulo sa labi ko. I saw him na napanganga sa ginawa ko.
He shrugged his shoulder and he asked me if I want already to go home at marami pa siyang gagawin. Kaya umuwi na kami. And wala kaming pinagsabihan ng nangyari sa amin.
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Patapos na akong mag shower ng bumukas ang pintuan ng aking kwarto. Alam ko na kung sino iyon. Siya lang naman ang pumapasok sa kwarto ko.
"Bakit daw ang tagal mong bumaba?" He said. Hindi ko siya pinansin at nagpatuloy ako sa pagpapalit ng damit. "Tinatanong nila kung bakit daw di' makakapunta yung boyfriend mong tanga." he said. I looked at him. Nakahiga na naman siya sa kama ko. Bisyo na niya ang mahiga at matulog sa kama ko kung nandirito siya sa kama ko. "Hindi ko naman alam kung anong sasabihin ko." he added.
Patapos na ako sa pag-aayos ng mapansin kong parang ang tahimik na niya. "Hoy!" gising ko sa kanya. "Hindi pa ba tayo baba kuya?" tanong ko sa kanya. Tulog na naman kasi ang tao. Kung di lang to gwapo at walang nangyari sa akin hindi ko to pamimihasahin na matulog sa kwarto ko. "Tara na baba na tayo prinsesa." sabay alok sa akin ng kanyang braso. "Syempre ikaw ay prinsesa at ako ang prinsepe mo ngayon." sabi niya tapos tumawa. "Ewan ko sayo." sabay labas ng pintuan. "Hintayin mo naman ako oh."
"There the two of you." Masayang bati ni mama sa amin. Naupo sina Dad at Mom on both sides of the table. I sat on the left side next to dad at naupo naman si Kuya Ryan sa tabi ko. Yes, hindi na siya iba sa pamilya namin. My cousin na itinuturing ng mga parents ko na parang isang pang anak na si Kuya Adrian.
...to be continued...
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